I’ve caught myself twice in the past 2 weeks nearly breaking into tears. I’m struggling a bit to be self employed. I have to be honest with myself and my readers. I told you up front… it’s about the joys of success and the failures along my path.
The wanting to cry is pretty spiratic and a song may trigger it. Questions are circling my brain:
- Who do I trust?
- Who’s advice is right?
- Is my business relationships real or one sided?
I am facing down the pressure of companies wanting something from me. Giving me “To Do” lists. I’m struggling to relax. My dreams at night are reflective of myself being stressed.
I have to figure some things through.