Standing Still… What’s Next


Something in my personal life has changed… my attitude on a particular subject that at one time has given me extreme joy and self satisfaction. Now… I feel like I am standing still (like I am in the picture) waiting for something to happen.

In a way, I feel robbed of this joy that I once felt… now I want the joy back but I am somewhere different in my mind. Time has moved forward, my thinking has expanded, and now I see a greater purpose of what I have left behind.
What is more interesting is that I need to get this joy back in order to be function-able because even though I have moved to a different level of thinking… the situation I am in is still the same. In a way… I have given up a part of hope which is vital to the level of enthusiasm and gratitude that it’s associated with it.
Things are always progressing in a forward direction. We see faults, step back a bit but continue to walk forward and face the challenges ahead. BUT CONTINUE TO WALK AHEAD.
I faced a challenge that was completely and utterly exciting… I had dreams and aspirations based on it and it has changed me… Changed me so much it’s an alternative path in the future I am setting up to take. So what has happened… the momentum of another is gone… the challenge of it has disappeared before something could be measured to see if it’s working. Essentially, the person motivating the push needs strong hard core evidence before jumping on board. Evidence that just doesn’t exist in the challenges we face.
I’m about changes and trying new things. I am motivated by the simple ideas to try to make a big difference. The problem is that the people around me have lost that motivation far too soon. 10’s of hours wasted and the visions of what could be are lost.
It’s hard to stay motivated and have raw enthusiasm when the people around me are too contented in the old methods… Methods that are chugging along, but with real no sense of strong purpose… We have the power to give purpose and instill excitement, but it has to come from us first before we can expect in others.
So what’s next?
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About Mikey, The Crochet Crowd

I am Mikey, owner of The Crochet Crowd Blog. I'm a 'hooker' at heart with the passion to crochet. I am from Ontario Canada and teach how to crochet online through YouTube Video Tutorials. From a simple idea and being at the right place and time in my life back in 2008, the concept of The Crochet Crowd was developed. I'm here to hook and share. Come follow my crochet journey and share yours with comments here and you are most welcome to share your creativity within our Facebook page.
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